The book I’m most grateful for…

is Märchenmond by Wolfgang & Heike Hohlbein.

Thinking about it I was a bit surprised because I was convinced it would be Sunshine by Robin McKinley – which is and will probably remain my favourite book. It’s the one that cheers me up no matter what and has been read too many times to count. It’s like a medicine, which given I’m full of a cold right now is apt but when I actually thought about it it’s not the one that I’m the most grateful for.

I was twelve when I read Märchenmond all the way through, I had started it once before but it was too long and I gave up after the first chapter. The hero is a boy and I didn’t much like boys… My parents had bought it for me after someone at school had raved about it, though now I seem to remember that was The NeverEnding Story* – they are somewhat similar I suppose.

Bizarrely I was in England when I began reading it, it was Christmas and I was sitting in a rocking chair while the remainder of my family was in church and my father as upstairs sleeping. By that stage he probably wasn’t well enough to have travelled to the UK but I’d refused to spend the first Christmas after mum had died alone with him and my older sister.
(Disclosure: Our family is very large, broken and very confusing to go into details would make this entry about three times as long and make me sound like I’m having a pity party. Yes that Christmas was awful and I hated Christmas for years after but I like it now. :-) )

With nothing to do and bored I began following Kim on his adventure. I don’t remember how long it took me to finish, I’m sure it was a few days as I wasn’t a fast reader back then. That Christmas was the last one I would spend with my father, he died a few months later and I moved from Germany to England.

All of this sounds awful and why am I blogging about it?
Well because Märchenmond was the first time a book helped me. After that I found comfort in many more stories but it was Märchenmond that made my twelve year-old self forgot where she was and for that I’m very grateful.

 *that’s Die unendliche Geschichte to me, if you’re interested.

FYI – the book has been translated!

Giving up a little bit of my Pantser-ways

When I first began my writing, many many years ago I was a Pantser through and through.

Then as time passed and I learned more, I began to do little bits of planning. It was restricted to the odd note, maybe a page of notes, but not much more. At the start of the story I would relish this. Adore the fact that I was going on the adventure with my characters and couldn’t wait for the next surprise to greet us.

Yet sadly, frequently I’d have a shiny new idea halfway through the story and go back to rewrite the beginning to fit this. While doing that I’d have another idea and would thus began a vicious circle. Inevitably at some point I’d be sick of the whole thing and want to give up.

So at the beginning of the year I thought I’d try being a Planner. I read up on writing character profiles, world-building, researched everything, created detailed histories, chapter planning – the whole shebang.

Result? I knew what I was supposed to be doing but when distractions came my way I gave up on writing much more easily than before, because the thrill wasn’t there.

In the end, for much of this (and last year) neither approach would have kept me writing. There are amazing writers out there who will write through hospital visits, emergency phone calls, redundancy threats and whatever else Fate has in store that month – I am not one of them. Maybe one day I will be.

Mysterious-Paper-Sculptures

'No infant has the power of deciding..... by what circumstances (they) shall be surrounded' - Robert Owen

But as the end of the year neared I started to think about picking up a pen. I found a story that needs telling, characters to love… but neither approach seems to work for me.

Having decided to try Nanowrimo, I’ve been attempting to build a bridge between the two.

Yes, I have character profiles but they aren’t as detailed as before. Yes, there is world-building and research but I’ve kept it to a minimum. If I need to do more, I can always do it after the first draft is done. There is a history and a timeline but I have room to change things…

I know where my story goes, but how my characters get there is still an adventure. :-)

New Year – New Book (part 2)

Carrying on the final 5 are:

Paranormalcy by Kiersten White

Evie’s always thought of herself as a normal teenager, even though she works for the International Paranormal Containment Agency, her ex-boyfriend is a faerie, she’s falling for a shape-shifter, and she’s the only person who can see through paranormals’ glamours.

But Evie’s about to realize that she may very well be at the center of a dark faerie prophecy promising destruction to all paranormal creatures.

So much for normal.

I pretty much ran across Philadelphia Airport to get this before boarding my flight home and then I …. slept >.<

So didn’t read it until a few weeks ago. At the beginning I loved it, I was ready to put it in the same awesome category as Sunshine* which is saying a lot.

The writing, the characters – it’s damm near perfect. I mean Evie’s best friend is a mermaid! A really cool mermaid called Lish who was my favourite character in the whole story. Plus Kiersten got me excited about Evie’s prom and the colour pink – these are both things which anyone who knows me will tell you are impossible.

About ¾ in I realised it was not a one-off story (I should have checked that first) which was a bit of a blow. BUT it’s still one of the best reads and I will be buying the other books. ;-)

Keeping You a Secret by Julie Anne Peters

Holland Jaeger’s senior year is filled with school activities, college applications and her boyfriend Seth. She is intrigued when meeting the new girl in school one morning. Cece is friendly and attractive. She’s also an out-and-proud lesbian.

Soon, Holland finds she can’t get Cece out of her mind. Thoughts of Seth are replaced. Suddenly, college applications don’t seem as important as getting to know CeCe. Holland dumps Seth and pursues a relationship. Cece is willing but, against her usual openness, wants to keep their bond a secret. Holland doesn’t understand why she can’t be publicly honest about her feelings.

Naturally, the secret gets out and Holland feels her first taste of flagrant homophobia. Cece is right there to support Holland as she comes to grips with her feelings and reorganizes her priorities.

At the end of 2009 I read Annie on my Mind and it was one of the best stories I’ve read in a long time. Personally, I think it should be mandatory in all schools, sadly I don’t think that’s likely to happen anytime soon. :-(

Keeping You a Secret was recommended by reviewers of Annie as well as Marieke and I finally got it in the spring. It made me cry buckets. Now I don’t cry (seriously I don’t) and I can count the books that have bought a tear to my eye on one hand but this one had me in floods. Fortunately, no one was there to witness it ;-) .

Despite this, or because of it, I hold Keeping You a Secret in the same high regard as Annie. I still think Annie is a better first read for this genre but that doesn’t make Keeping You a Secret any less great.

You can read an excerpt here

Life as we knew it by Susan Beth Pfeffer

Miranda’s disbelief turns to fear in a split second when a meteor knocks the moon closer to the earth. How should her family prepare for the future when worldwide tsunamis wipe out the coasts, earthquakes rock the continents, and volcanic ash blocks out the sun? As summer turns to Arctic winter, Miranda, her two brothers, and their mother retreat to the unexpected safe haven of their sunroom, where they subsist on stockpiled food and limited water in the warmth of a wood-burning stove.

Told in journal entries, this is the heart-pounding story of Miranda’s struggle to hold on to the most important resource of all–hope–in an increasingly desperate and unfamiliar world.

One of my all time favourite books growing up was Z for Zachariah It’s one of those rare books they make you read at school that you actually love.**

Life as we knew it is the modern version – of sorts. Whereas Ann was sheltered and alone, Miranda has family, friends and some idea of what is happening. The writing is excellent and I would definitely recommend it.

Having said that I am not reading the rest of the trilogy, the things I love about this book would be lost that way…

A Kiss in Time by Alex Flinn

I was told to beware the accursed spindle, but it was so enchanting, so hypnotic. . . .

I was looking for a little adventure the day I ditched my tour group. But finding a comatose town, with a hot-looking chick asleep in it, was so not what I had in mind.

I awakened in the same place but in another time—to a stranger’s soft kiss.

I couldn’t help kissing her. Sometimes you just have to kiss someone. I didn’t know this would happen.

Now I am in dire trouble because my father, the king, says I have brought ruin upon our country. I have no choice but to run away with this commoner!

Now I’m stuck with a bratty princess and a trunk full of her jewels. . . . The good news: My parents will freak!

Think you have dating issues? Try locking lips with a snoozing stunner who turns out to be 316 years old. Can a kiss transcend all—even time?

If I had one word to describe this book, it would be “fluffy”. I don’t know about you, but ever so often I just want something nice and A Kiss in Time is just that. It’s light, pleasant and well fluffy.

Jack and Talia aren’t the most rounded characters but develop nicely as the story progresses. Accepting some of the stickier points (you should not be able to find a passport forger in a supermarket) without too much analysis is advised ;-) , but other then that it’s just a fun read.

The Curios Incident of the Dog in the Night-time by Mark Haddon

”The dog was lying on the grass in the middle of the lawn in front of Mrs Shears’ house. It looked as if it was running on its side, the way dogs run when they think they are chasing a cat in a dream. But the dog was not running or asleep. The dog was dead. There was a garden fork sticking out of the dog.’

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time is a murder mystery novel like no other. The detective, and narrator, is Christopher Boone. Christopher is fifteen and has Asperger’s, a form of autism. He knows a very great deal about maths and very little about human beings. He loves lists, patterns and the truth. He hates the colours yellow and brown and being touched. He has never gone further than the end of the road on his own, but when he finds a neighbour’s dog murdered he sets out on a terrifying journey which will turn his whole world upside down.

This is one of those books that all the critics love and talk endlessly about and I always leave ages until I finally get round to reading it.

Christopher as a narrator is unique, his view of the world so different from those around him, which makes this a fascinating read. Despite Christopher’s factual narration, you get emotionally wrapped up in his story. And when his world collapses all I wanted to do was crawl into the book and hug him, which of course he would have hated. ;-)

I forgot to say this is an international competition!

1st Prize
Pick your favourite book and I’ll include another random book of my bookshelf
(because surprises are awesome!)
2nd Prize
You get to pick your favourite out of the ones that are left and a cute kitten bookmark
3rd Prize
Your choice of one out of the remaining…

To Enter:
Leave a comment + 1 point
Tweet about this contest (pls incl. link in comment section) + 1 point
Blog about it + 2 points
Follow me on Twitter or subscribe +1 point each

Closing date is the 31 December 2010.

Good luck!

*Readers of this blog will know that Sunshine is my all-time favourite ever book
**They made us watch the film as well, that was not so good.

Let it snow…

While most of the country must be pretty sick of it by now, I want to say:

I snow!

You see it doesn’t snow here very often, actually when it snows here the rest of the UK is pretty much scuppered. :-P

My office window is in need of a clean but this is the view from my desk:

The roads are horrendous, the pavement impassable* but I still think it’s beautiful. Snow at Christmas is one of my favourite things.

What do you love about this time of year?

 

Don’t forget to enter for a chance to win one of these great books!

Closing date is the 31 December 2010.

Good luck!

 

*It is just solid ice

Top 10 of 2010!

I know I said Thursday but I just realised if everything goes according to plan I’ll be in a high-dependency ward tomorrow waiting for someone to wake up – I thought I’d better do this now. :-)

First off they aren’t in order because if I tried that it would take me another week to get this done. I have changed this list SO many times. I literally just changed it again. 2 of the entries I only read last week.

There have been so many great books I read this year (not to mention re-read) but the below are a selection of my favourites across a broad spectre of genres:

Fantasy
Mistwood by Leah Cypress

Dystopia
Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins

Post-Apocalyptic
Life as we knew it by Susan Beth Pfeffer

Contemporary
20 Boy Summer by Sarah Ockler

Adventure
Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan

Paranormal Romance
Paranormalcy by Kiersten White

Fairy Tale Retelling
A Kiss in Time by Alex Flinn

The ones that make you think…
The Curios Incident of the Dog in the Night-time by Mark Haddon
Keeping You a Secret by Julie Anne Peters
Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma

 

The eagle-eyed amongst you will realise the Hunger Games book is the wrong one but I lent it to my friend and haven't got it back yet. I will get it back in time for competition...

 

1st Prize
Pick your favourite book and I’ll include another random book of my bookshelf
(because surprises are awesome!)

2nd Prize
You get to pick your favourite out of the ones that are left and a cute kitten bookmark

3rd Prize
Your choice of one out of the remaining…

To Enter:
Leave a comment + 1 point
Tweet about this contest (pls incl. link in comment section) + 1 point
Blog about it + 2 points
Follow me on Twitter or subscribe +1 point each

 

Closing date is the 31 December 2010 – that way you can have a new book to start the new year!

 

Over the next 2 weeks I’ll blog about the books I selected, why I picked them, etc… hopefully making it easier for you to choose. :-)

Wall of Books

I’ve been talking about the wall of books for ages, I built it back in September but every time it comes to blogging about it something gets in the way.

There is still room for more!

Isn’t it pretty?!

I’m very proud of my wall (there is only just enough room for the doors to open :-P ) especially since it defies gravity*. Half the bookcases involved in the structure I already had, the rest I built in one afternoon and managed to stack without the whole thing collapsing on top of me. :D

There is a second bookcase on another wall which I haven’t yet added to… the narrow bookcase bottom left contains all my TBR’s – should keep me busy over Christmas right? ;-)

Anyway –

ANNOUNCEMENTS

Stuff is happening this December, yep good stuff. Check back here because there will be prizes.

Speaking off, you really need to check out this great interview and competition for a pre-order copy of Across the Universe by Beth Revis… actually don’t, because I really want to win it :-P – I promise I’m kidding. Check it out now, it’s great. Honest… go go go!

Have you checked it out? Yes. Good. So I’ll carry on, I am joining Marieke’s Musings Midwinter Blogfest during December which should be fun. I’m both excited and terrified about my entry.

I’m also going to Edinburgh which will involve snow** and shows and writer conferences in the Hard Rock.

And finally I will be doing a  couple of blogs on my top 10 reads of 2010 and plan on giving some away!

Along with of all of that, there will be the usual procurement of presents, wrapping, getting tangled in sparkling ribbons… What about you?

*cue bad singing
**cue mad skipping by my travel-buddy ;-)

Hidden Treasures

Today I went loft hunting, not at my flat obviously. I imagine there is a loft in this building but I don’t have access… I wonder what magical (or scary) things could be hidden there…

The thing about lofts is that they are always dusty and you go up and the one thing you’re looking for is guaranteed to be in the last box you open but you find all sorts of treasures.*

My first hidden treasure this week is A Curse Dark as Gold, which I found courtesy of Marieke Nijkamp‘s recommendation.

The second is The Woman in the Wall by Patrice Kindl, which I found courtesy of Elizabeth C. Bunce‘s recommendation.**

Both of these books have strong female heroines who are surprisingly similar. Charlotte and Anna try to take care of their families, believing it is their responsibility. Both are very stubborn on this point, making themselves suffer to achieve it.

My third is the BBC’s new series of Sherlock Holmes, which is just brilliant!

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*I ended up coming out with 6 books more than I meant too. :-P

** I love how things work out like that…